George Gray

For love was offered me and I shrank from its disillusionment;
Sorrow knocked at my door, but I was afraid;
Ambition called to me, but I dreaded the chances.
Yet all the while I hungered for meaning in my life.

And now I know that we must lift the sail
And catch the winds of destiny
Wherever they drive the boat.

To put meaning in one’s life may end in madness,
But life without meaning is the torture
Of restlessness and vague desire–

It is a boat longing for the sea and yet afraid.

This poem is probably one of the most abstract in the whole book, but that also makes it the easiest to relate to. George shys away from love because of his fear, and doesn’t answer the door, where oppurtunity may very well be knocking. He was driven to succede but afraid of failure, but wasn’t happy with his life while living in this fear.

It’s only once he dies that George realizes that he should have taken advantage of all those oppurtunities he had, for both love, meaning, and success. It’s almost that you don’t know what you’ve got until it’s gone, and in this case gone is taken to the extreme, death.

This poem is full of advice to all of the living that will listen, sieze your chances, let the winds take you, and even if you may struggle you’re on your path to success and a fulfilling life!

Chapters 11-13

Janie is able to see some semblance of love with Tea Cake. He doesn’t have much, but she’s afraid he might just be using him, as are the others in her town. He doesn’t really care much about his possessions either and doesn’t even buy a car until he wants to take Janie to the town picnic. Janie is afraid Tea Cake doesn’t care about her either, and he has many other things going on.

“You’se got de world in uh jug and make out like you don’t know it” (104).

Janie is afraid of Tea Cake leaving her and leading her on.

“At the newel post Janie whirled around and for the space of a thought she was lit up like a transfiguration. Her next thought brought her crashing down. He’s just saying anything for the time being, feeling he’s got me so I’ll b’lieve him. . The next thought buried her under tons of cold futility. He’s trading on being younger than me. Getting ready to laugh at me for and old fool. But oh, what wouldn’t I give to be twelve years younger so I could b’lieve him!” (105).

Janie does believe Tea Cake and everything he does. He probably stole that money he brings back to her and didn’t win it gambling, that why he comes back hurt. He does seem to prove himself to her though, and she believes him.

Their Eyes- Chapter 3-5

Janie left the submissive husband, Logan, for one with a spark and a dream. Logan already had what he needed and just did everything for Janie as she wanted. Logan treated her well and let her get away with everything, and although she claims he wants her to think he’s the man and worship him, he still cares for her. Janie can’t really deal with the fact that she doesn’t love him and that love isn’t coming to town

When Jody comes into town it’s a fresh new face on a person with goals and drive, and Janie sees this as a place to look for new love. When they arrive at the town Jody is taking control of, life seems to be good until Jody focuses more on his dream and completely cuts Janie out of it because she’s not crucial to his plans, and apparently she doesn’t need any respect either. The problem here is that Jody IS Janies dream and finding love with him is all she hopes for.

“Thank yuh fuh yo’ compliments, but mah wife don’t know nothin’ ’bout no speech-makin’. I never married her for nothin’ lak dat. She’s uh woman and her place is in de home” (43).

This article says the current issues about marrying for love. Janie is searching for only this love, but according to this article love isn’t really enough to keep the relationship going over time. Although the article focuses on things that I can only see as happening in this day and age, it’s possible Janie is setting herself up with a dream that can never be completely fulfilled.

Gatsby- Chapter 9

“Jimmy always liked it better down East. He rose up to his position in the East”

We see that Gatsbys father had an enormous respect for Gatsby, but Gatsby seemed to be, in a sense, oblivious to this. Most sons want to be successful to please their parents, especially their father, but Gatsby was completely intrinsically motivated. We learn from his dad that he made schedules and goals for his life and seemed to follow them, and that’s he he ‘rose up to his position’. What exactly Gatsby did, we’re still unaware, but that isn’t even important at this point.

“Jimmy was bound to get ahead. He always had some resolves like this or something. Do you notice what he’s got about improving his mind? He was always great for that. He told me I eat like a hog once, and I beat him for it.”

Reading this chapter, how could you not think that Gatsby was a great guy. It seems almost unfair that hardly any who used him for his exiting parties would neglect to come to his funeral. We even get the pathetic and peculiar response from Meyer Wolfsheim that he is tied up in some very important business and cannot get involved with Gatsbys death now. Gatsby is almost back to where he was before his own self improvement. He has money, although that’s worthless when he is dead, but doesn’t have any friends. Those parties were thrown in hopes Daisy would come to one, and not in the attempt to get friends, as we see from Gatsby not even talking to anyone at the parties. I would think though, that if one were to go to his house every week, then they should at a minimum pay him respect and at the very least attend his funeral.

“I see now that this has been a story of the West, after all—Tom and Gatsby, Daisy and Jordan and I, were all Westerners, and perhaps we possessed some deficiency in common which made us subtly unadaptable to Eastern life”

If anything, I would have to disagree with Nick here, I don’t see that it was all of these Westerners that possesed some deficiency, but just Nick and Jordan. I do think that this deficiency was a good thing, Nick lacked the motivation which led all of them to cheat on their spouses. Nick endures their distasteful behavior, but emerges in a better place then those who lived with constant tension.

“And as I sat there brooding on the old, unknown world, I thought of Gatsby’s wonder when he first picked out the green light at the end of Daisy’s dock. He had come a long way to this blue lawn, and his dream must have seemed so close that he could hardly fail to grasp it. He did not know that it was already behind him, somewhere back in that vast obscurity beyond the city, where the dark fields of the republic rolled on under the night.

Gatsby believed in the green light, the orgastic future that year by year recedes before us. It eluded us then, but that’s no matter—to-morrow we will run faster, stretch out our arms farther. . . . And one fine morning——

So we beat on, boats against the current, borne back ceaselessly into the past”

Was it ultimetly Gatsbys fault that he didn’t get Daisy? Was he just too late? He was constanly improving upon himself, but there was more than just Tom standing between the two of them.

Gatsby- Chapter 3

I found yet another quote that has stuck in my mind since last reading The Great Gatsby, making me seriously consider it as The Great American Novel. Not only is it an enjoyable book to read, but it really represents the people, especially the elite class. Rereading the description of Gatsbys party, and that he stayed away from the activity and refrained from drinking, his intentions seem to be obvious. He’s not just throwing these parties for the people who already have enough fun to enjoy, but he’s looking for someone in particular.

“He smiled understandingly- much more than understandingly. It was one of those rare smiles with a quality of eternal reassurance in it, that you may come across four or five times in life. It face- or seemed to face- the whole external world for an instant, and then concentrated on you with irrestible predjudice in your faver. It understood you as you would like to belive in yourself, and assured you that it had precisely the impression of you that, at your best, you hoped to convey. Precisely at that point it vanished- and I was looking at an elegant young roughneck, a year or two over thrity, whose elaborate formality of speech just missed being absurd. Sometime before he introduced himself I’d got a strong impression that he was picking his words with care” (48).

Rosecliff Mansion, one of the many in Rhode Island is where The Great Gatsby movie was filmed. It is now a location where many couples choose to get married because of the heartshaped staircase and the white and red colors.  You can also view the mansion here with the lawn lit up at night for a party. This mansion is not nearly as gaudy as the others found in Newport, and is also diffferent because it has a view over the water as well as a large lawn to host parties, both of which are crucial features for Gatsby to obtain his greatest desires in his life.

Gatsby- Chapter 2

Toms got courage. Although he tries to be sneaky with him and his secret lover sitting in different trains, immediately after he helps her onto the platform and they go buy a puppy. Even the method in which he tells  Myrtle to meet him and take the train is just so adventurous and confident. He goes into her husbands shop and does whatever he wants, completely mocking Wilson, whom I feel pity for, and stealing his wife from under his nose. I cannot believe that Tom would share his secret, which is well known anyway, with Nick, his wifes cousin.

Catherine leaned close to me and whispered in my ear: “Neither of them can stand the person they’re married to.”

“Can’t they?”

“Can’t stand them.” She looked at Myrtle and then at Tom. “What I say is, why go on living with them if they can’t stand them? If I was them I’d get a divorce and get married to each other right away.”…

“You see?” cried Catherine triumphantly. She lowered her voice again. “It’s really his wife that’s keeping them apart. She’s a Catholic and they don’t believe in divorce” (33).

Nick again portrays himself as an outsider at the party they all attend. He says it’s the second time he’s gotten drunk and we end up just almost seeing the whole thing from a camera watching down. He’s kind of uncomfortablein the situation with married people obviously cheating on their husbands/wives. Neither Tom nor Myrtle feels any remorse at their situation, and this is what seems to interest Nick most. He is perplexed as to why the two don’t get divorced and marry eachother, but it is just seen as too much of a hassle. They struggle to achieve what they want once they have made a mistake.

This link goes to an article about the results of cheating in sports, but it can be carried over into what Tom and Myrtle are doing. What good do shortcuts do for you in sports in the long run? And what good does deceit do for you now? If you’re going to do something, go all out and get that divorce and go where you need to go to be happy. http://freakonomics.blogs.nytimes.com/2008/02/21/is-cheating-good-for-sports/?scp=8&sq=cheated%20on%20husband%20OR%20wife&st=cse

Chapters 88-99

The first section of these chapters really show how dishonest and tricky the sailors could be. We learn about the fast-fish, who belong to any that have claimed them, and the free loose-fish. The fast-fish are unfairly restricted to those who may be undeserving. We also read about the principals of England, where anything caught on the shores is required to be distributed to the royalty; the head to the king and the tail to the queen, so the one who caught the fish gets nothing!

I’m left after these chapters just thinking how horrible and cruel that it is for sailors to do this when Stubb goes and tricks the Rose-Bud. The ship smells horrible and has two dead carcasses that appear to be useless to all the sailors on the other ship, but this is not the case. One of them has ambergris in it. Stubb convinces the new captain that the whales are useless and need to be thrown away and even volunteers to take the dead whale. Then he basically steals the ambergris. How nice of him.

Ishmael finds it funny(!) that people use “an essence found in the inglorious bowels of a sick whale” to smell glorious (Chapter 92). I feel bad for poor Pip for his first chance out in the sea catching a whale to jump out of fear and then to make it even worse, a caught whale must be sacrificed to save him. And when he does it again, they leave Pip out in the sea. Ishmael also loves squeezing that sperm and describes it just as much as he does anything else. Ishmael becomes a little kid again, just when i thought he was growing up and explores the ship inside and out.

“I Become a Transparent Eyeball” & “The American Scholar”

I Become a Transparent Eyeball

Emerson is very in tune with his surroundings and nature. He says that as a transparent eyeball he is “a part or parcel of God” and sees all. He oversees all sins and good deeds that people do for others I would think, but then is nothing. At first I was under the impression that Emerson was God because he was perpetually young and would last forever as well as being able to see everything, but maybe he does not judge and is only a part. Maybe he needs us to have faith in nature and through this we will create a God so great that faith will calm us all and keep us youthful.

The American Scholar

This essay continues with Emersons previous theme that we are only part of a whole larger thing, being an idea or a community, or even God. He says “that you must take the whole society to find the whole man”, so it works both ways. To know what man is about, you must view him in his own context, with what his surrounding life expects of him and how he reacts to such ideas to view who he really is. Nature, says Emerson, is the most important influence of the mind. I see this as the nature of your surroundings, not only woods and water but also who you are around. The second influence is the past, found through however it is recorded. I think this could also be your mind, because you cannot always forget what happens to you and will base your future on preventing the bad things or getting revenge. Knowledge is key, but we need to do things with this knowledge and take action to spread it and make ourselves useful, but I do not think this includes only physical action but does include spreading it through papers, or blogs. So let’s connect knowledge to action and nature to the soul, as Emerson did.